harlows.
today, i shall justify: shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu.

i remembered when i used to get little red dot,
& i was irritated by it;
now i have lian he zao bao.

i remembered the time when i hated violin practice,
cos i had to ga back on mons for hols too,
now every week min 3 trng days.

i remembered the time when i hated doing homework till night,
now i have extra left for morning to do.

i remembered the time when i had to run 1.6km occasionally,
now its is neccesary to run every week for 2.4km.

i remembered the time when i complain about being stuck at home,
now i realised that i had not went out for weeks.

i remembered the time when i hated the 2 major exams
cos they were stressful;
now i have it 4 times.

i remembered the time when i used to wake up at 7am,
now at 11 i cant budge.

i remembered the time i didnt have my trademark fringe :
and now i have teachers keeping tabs on me.

i remembered the time when i got full marks for maths,
now i passed by 3.5 marks.

i remember the time i was complaining about having to wear skirt on pe days,
now i have to totally change outta uniform.

i remember the time when i got 84 for chinese and was damn pissed,
now i am one of the lannest in chinese.

i remember the time when i was p6
i was so despo to get into badminton;
now i wanna get outta it.

i remember the time when i was class monitress,
now noone will choose me :x

i remember the time i can climb 6 stairs of stairs easily,
now i am tired after 2.

i remember the time when we told each other: i wont forget you,
now we dont give a damn.

i remember the time when i used to think
a 10min journey to sch is very very far;
now i know far is very subjective.

i remember the time when i cant balance on one foot,
i said my balancing skills suck,
now i am tripping over stuff evry few days.

i remember the time when i loved com lesson cos got games,
now i realised games isnt evrythng about coms.

i remember the time when i had a bad temper,
now i get pissed over a shuttle.

i just dont feel like training anymore,
no point when even th school lessen our budget,
you know,
gu zhang nan ming???
-.-

went to eat dinner,
finished the coke,
brother got pissed.

yay,
i saw isa playing trumpet.
yay,
i smash a shuttle on sharlene.
yay,
i slacked at training.
yay,
i baked muffin.
yay,
i didnt trip on anything today.

bye